Just yucky
I know it's been a while since I've posted.
I rarely have anything to say unless I believe it's worth saying.
I haven't had anything new to post about except everyday rants and venting. I feel like blowing off steam a lot lately but I don't believe this is the place to dump my shit. I know many of you use this venue as a sounding board and a place to get advice for what's been going on in your lives but I, myself, believe these things should be discussed one on one with friends. Sometimes I can't help it though.
There's been a lot of shit that's been going on in my life that pertains to my jobs and the lack of financial security.
I have a job that I can't stand. It's a miserable place to work and I'm generaly not a miserable person. This weighs heavy on my mind every day. I had something happen to me this week that I've never had happen to me in the 12 years I've been there. I really don't want to go into it but it unerved me so much. Let's just say it knocked me down a peg on the graces of good standing. You know what they say about "One aww shit, wipes out a whole bunch of "atta boys". Someone went out of their way to screw me because they "didn't like my attitude". I did nothing wrong and this person lied right through their teeth to get me in trouble. Most of the people I work with just don't have real lives and they do what they can to make others miserable. I can't work like that.
I've looked for other jobs but the disadvantages outweigh the positive. It's a state job with benefits and it would be almost near impossible to be fired but it's a dead-end job. I've been there 12 yrs in Aug. and I'm still the same pay grade. There are 3 items ahead of me and the only way I can advance is if one of them quits, dies or retires and the next one to go will be in 13 years. We've had our health insurance increase about 3 times in the past 2 years so the paycheck decreases. I'm making less now than I did 2 years ago.
(See, this is why I don't like posting rants. I'm whining now).
I know I souldn't complain but I've been doing what I do now for over 34 years and it doesn't seem to be getting any easier especially when I can run circles around the other guys that are ahead of me.
The fact that I have 5 children doesn't make things easier.
I know, don't say it! I've heard it a thousand times. I know it's my fault but I love my children and I'm not giving them back. I just can't take another pay cut. My other job has been slow and he's been cutting back on my hours too. The price of heating oil and electricity has jumped my monthly bills by almost 400$. This hurts too when you're on a tight budget.
I better quit whinning before I start getting pissed. You don't want to see me pissed.
All in all I've had a lousy beginning to a new year.
I'll try to post with a better attitude next time.
I think I need a new career.
Anyone out there need a good chef?
(Resume's forwarded on request)
I rarely have anything to say unless I believe it's worth saying.
I haven't had anything new to post about except everyday rants and venting. I feel like blowing off steam a lot lately but I don't believe this is the place to dump my shit. I know many of you use this venue as a sounding board and a place to get advice for what's been going on in your lives but I, myself, believe these things should be discussed one on one with friends. Sometimes I can't help it though.
There's been a lot of shit that's been going on in my life that pertains to my jobs and the lack of financial security.
I have a job that I can't stand. It's a miserable place to work and I'm generaly not a miserable person. This weighs heavy on my mind every day. I had something happen to me this week that I've never had happen to me in the 12 years I've been there. I really don't want to go into it but it unerved me so much. Let's just say it knocked me down a peg on the graces of good standing. You know what they say about "One aww shit, wipes out a whole bunch of "atta boys". Someone went out of their way to screw me because they "didn't like my attitude". I did nothing wrong and this person lied right through their teeth to get me in trouble. Most of the people I work with just don't have real lives and they do what they can to make others miserable. I can't work like that.
I've looked for other jobs but the disadvantages outweigh the positive. It's a state job with benefits and it would be almost near impossible to be fired but it's a dead-end job. I've been there 12 yrs in Aug. and I'm still the same pay grade. There are 3 items ahead of me and the only way I can advance is if one of them quits, dies or retires and the next one to go will be in 13 years. We've had our health insurance increase about 3 times in the past 2 years so the paycheck decreases. I'm making less now than I did 2 years ago.
(See, this is why I don't like posting rants. I'm whining now).
I know I souldn't complain but I've been doing what I do now for over 34 years and it doesn't seem to be getting any easier especially when I can run circles around the other guys that are ahead of me.
The fact that I have 5 children doesn't make things easier.
I know, don't say it! I've heard it a thousand times. I know it's my fault but I love my children and I'm not giving them back. I just can't take another pay cut. My other job has been slow and he's been cutting back on my hours too. The price of heating oil and electricity has jumped my monthly bills by almost 400$. This hurts too when you're on a tight budget.
I better quit whinning before I start getting pissed. You don't want to see me pissed.
All in all I've had a lousy beginning to a new year.
I'll try to post with a better attitude next time.
I think I need a new career.
Anyone out there need a good chef?
(Resume's forwarded on request)
posted by Doublebogie at 9:50 AM
1 Comments:
Honey - I'd hire you in a heartbeat!!
And, you could cook for me too!!
Hugs!!
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